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Tuesday, July 14, 2015

Weren’t you a friend?

They say all extremes are demarcated by a fine line; well, I call it a thin line.

Love and hate

Indifference and emotions

Stoic and sensitive

But in real world, far, far way from theory, the words only become mere instances of an oxymoron rather than being something poles apart. Or let’s just say circumstances subjugate them to be so; to bow in servitude in the ever kind embrace of fate and destiny.

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But, you

 Yes, you.

Weren’t you a friend when I applied that extra layer of kohl in my eyes and you veiled me from the audience, swiping off that extra, accidental stroke to save me from the humiliation that would have wrecked me for the years to come?

Weren’t you a friend who listened to my inhibitions about meeting a dentist for that tooth ache that bothered me for the last 8 weeks, and soothed me from the anxiety of what I would call “dentist will pull away all of my teeth” ?

Weren’t you a friend in that rainy night when I got drenched in the rain and you watched me, scolded me, watched me again, smiled, and then gave in to my crazy antics as I pulled you closer, jumped in the puddles and made you get drenched too in the incessant shower?

Weren’t you a friend whose ears were the first to know about the first lie I ever told my parents about never making it to the scholastic decathlon, because I simply didn’t want to engage in that battle?

Weren’t you a friend I called late in the night, 2ish, 3ish, I don’t recall, yet the reminiscing talks about life and the future?

Weren’t you a friend I made crazy demands to, from glory and gore, to bringing the ever antique and powerful hammer of Thor?

Weren’t you a friend I spoke about my fear to, from the apprehension of broken dreams to the fear of losing you?

.. And then there is

Again a fine line

A wall invisible, and impossible to climb

Demarcations, are they necessary?

When we can be, just we

United by constellations,

Under the peace tree

But then there were thin lines, and we were back to theory.

I find some notions amusing, where are these standards from? 

Who is the jury?
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“Got you!”

I winked as I caught his awkward gaze

His lips brushed mine,


And now suddenly, everything was strange.